Happy First Birthday to My Sweet Second Child

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Oh my goodness, my darling little boy, you’re already one! It’s hard to believe it’s been a whole year since you burst into our lives. I remember every moment of that hospital stay — holding you close, bathing you, nursing you, and just soaking in all that baby goodness. I felt like I was on a dreamy vacation with you. But then we got home to your busy older brother, and let’s just say I got a bit sidetracked.

I feel bad that I didn’t give you the first year you truly deserved. Every day, a little guilt creeps in. When your brother was born, I dove headfirst into motherhood like I was training for the Olympics. We went to every class imaginable, explored kid-friendly spots, and I was always singing, reading, and pointing out everything under the sun to him. I thought I would keep that momentum going with you, but life had other plans. I hope you’re at least picking up some of those stories I read to your brother because I rarely carve out time just for us. And let’s be honest, you probably don’t even know the full lyrics to “Wheels on the Bus” since I can never get through it without interruptions!

I feel terrible about all the bumps and scrapes you’ve gotten because I’m not always on top of things. I’m often clueless about what you’re munching on off the floor, and I apologize for all the dog food you’ve probably snacked on when I wasn’t quick enough to stop you.

I try to make it up to you in little ways. I love letting you sneak into your brother’s room while he’s at school. It’s like our little adventure together, just the two of us. I sit on the floor with my coffee while you explore all those “big boy” toys that your brother would never allow you to touch. I even let you have cake and goldfish crackers before your official first birthday — something I definitely kept a secret with your brother!

Every time you flash that adorable gummy smile, my heart just melts. I was so worried before you arrived that I wouldn’t be able to love you as fiercely as I love your brother, but boy, was I wrong! This past year has been a whirlwind with countless toddler tantrums, colds, and those surprise bumps, but we’ve also shared endless hugs, kisses, and snuggles.

While I may never compete for the supermom title again, I promise to do better in your second year. In many ways, you have the better version of me now. Your brother helped me grow as a mother, and now I feel like I truly know what matters. I’m ready to focus on you, my sweet boy, and make this next year full of joy and laughter.

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To sum it up, my little guy, here’s to many more adventures together as you grow, explore, and fill our lives with joy!