It was 2:30 a.m. on what felt like day six (or was it seven?) of my little one battling the stomach flu. I’ve scrubbed the car seat more times than I can count and done more laundry than I thought was humanly possible, yet I’m starting to think I’ll never catch up. Mixing bowls are strategically placed around the house, ready for any last-minute dashes to the bathroom. I’ve only been directly hit a couple of times, and I find myself oddly proud of my 5-year-old’s knack for racing to grab a bucket. But my baby girl—my tiny, almost 2-year-old—doesn’t quite understand the urgency. Even though she can talk up a storm, she didn’t have the words to warn me before she let loose all over the bed. And, of course, all over herself. All over me.
For a few heart-wrenching minutes, she sobbed and retched while I rubbed her back, desperately trying to save the king-sized comforter—the one too big for my washing machine. When it was finally over, I stripped us both down, found one of my husband’s old T-shirts and some sweats for myself, and carried her into the living room. I rummaged through the clean laundry basket for her pajamas and settled onto the couch in the dim light. She was still whimpering, half-asleep, confused by what just happened. I wrapped her in a blanket and nursed her, feeling grateful that at nearly 2 years old, she still found comfort in nursing. I knew that breast milk would stay down better than the chicken and broccoli I’d served for dinner.
In those quiet moments, just the two of us, I could hear birds beginning to chirp outside, and the darkness of the room hid the chaos of toys and books strewn about. I relished the chance to simply be present, to hold my precious girl when she needed it most. Her long eyelashes fluttered against her cheek as she looked up at me with big, wide eyes, and I realized this was the heart of it all. Moments like these make the chaotic late-night messiness of parenting worth it. Sure, I can barely keep my eyes open with the amount of coffee I’ve consumed today, but I know I’ll hold onto this memory when she’s 5 and declares I’m the worst mom ever, or when she’s 9 and rolling her eyes at me. I’ll remember that quiet night, just her and me, sharing a peaceful moment amidst the chaos.
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In summary, late-night parenting can be tough, messy, and exhausting, but it also offers precious moments that create lasting memories. Embracing those quiet times with your little one can help you appreciate the journey, even when challenges arise.