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Saying Farewell to My Childhood Home
I stroll through each room of my childhood home, camera in hand, taking snapshots of every corner. I crouch on the soft beige living room carpet, capturing the pale floral wallpaper that has been there for decades. I photograph the dining room adorned with gray and rose patterns, the sturdy dark wood cabinets in the kitchen, my vibrant lime green bedroom carpet, and even the slippery linoleum that sent my little girls tumbling every time we visited. I want to hold onto every detail, to preserve these memories.
It was the middle of winter in South Dakota when my parents decided to put the house up for sale—the place that had been my sanctuary since I was 13. My mom had been griping about the outdated decor for years, and when a tempting offer appeared, it felt like a sign that change was on the horizon. The process happened fast; their house sold, and within weeks, they were ready to close on a new one by March’s end.
I couldn’t shake the thought of not seeing my childhood home one last time. So, I loaded up my daughters—aged 7 and 2—into our minivan, packed with suitcases, toys, and even a portable potty, and set off on a 10-hour journey to bid farewell. This wasn’t the relaxing spring break I’d imagined, but something inside me insisted on making the trip.
As we turned onto my old street, I felt a tightness in my throat. The Rolling Stones’ “Wild Horses” played in the background, and tears streamed down my cheeks as we pulled into the familiar, steep driveway where I parked my rusty 1989 Oldsmobile countless times during my teenage years.
When my parents first mentioned their plans to move, a whirlwind of emotions hit me. I felt a deep sense of loss for the rooms that had defined my childhood. I wanted to cling to the history of the place, questioning their choice to leave the comfort of our old home. Honestly, I was a little mad at them.
As a mom, I’ve worked hard to balance my identity with my role as a parent. I try to put my own needs alongside my children’s, carving out time for my career, friends, and passions. I remind myself that by not making them the center of my universe, I’m teaching them valuable lessons about independence. But hypocritically, I found it hard to extend the same understanding to my own parents. They’re people too, relishing their retirement and the chance for a fresh start.
Then it hit me: this wasn’t my chapter anymore. The house where I grew up, where I cried into my pastel pillows, endured sleepless nights over crushes, and shared mischievous laughs with my brother—those were my memories, my story.
After leaving for college, my home continued to grow and change without me, still offering a safe haven whenever I returned. With each visit, it was like stepping into a time machine, reconnecting with different versions of myself. But as I closed the door for the last time, I realized I wouldn’t experience that kind of comfort again.
My parents are stepping into a new phase of life. When I visit them now, I’ll be staying in a guest bedroom that holds no memories for me. I’ll enjoy their hospitality and watch them thrive in a home that brings them joy.
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In summary, saying goodbye to my childhood home was an emotional experience filled with nostalgia and reflection. As my parents embark on their new journey, I remind myself that every ending is also a new beginning, both for them and for me.