Dear Me, 39 weeks and 5 days into this journey,
I see you there, swaying in the glider, holding onto that soft pink teddy bear as tears stream down your face. You’re a mix of excitement and fear, and tomorrow is the big day—you will finally meet your little girl.
If only we could connect across time, I would tell you that I’m sitting here a year later, celebrating our daughter’s first birthday. I know you’ve heard it a million times, but trust me when I say you are going to be just fine. No, not just fine—better than fine. A year from now, you’ll look back at this night full of anxiety, and it will transform into a cherished memory.
It’s hard to believe how fast a year can fly by. You’ll soon hold a tiny bundle of joy with dark hair, rosy cheeks, and the most captivating gaze. That first cry? It’ll shake you to your core, but I promise, you’ll navigate the newborn days with your sanity (mostly) intact.
Now, I won’t sugarcoat the challenges that lie ahead; they are real and sometimes tough. However, what awaits you is a breathtaking love and joy that will make every sleepless night worth it.
I can’t wait for you to see our daughter, now strong on her little legs, babbling our names and eagerly exploring her world. She’s growing rapidly, filled with curiosity and laughter that is simply contagious.
Oh, Mama, this past year has been a whirlwind of love, laughter, and learning for both of you. You’ll witness her roll over, crawl, stand up, and even feed herself while giggling at the dogs. Each new skill will make your heart swell and ache a little, as you catch glimpses of the incredible young woman she is destined to become.
You’ve learned so much: how to swaddle, nurse, and soothe a fussy baby. You’ll discover the magic of Butt Paste for diaper rash, how to multitask like a pro, and realize the invaluable role of paper towels and Cheerios. You’ll learn to embrace the chaos and let go of the “shoulds,” trusting your instincts more than ever before.
With every moment of overwhelming love, utter exhaustion, and unexpected joy, you’ll realize there’s nothing you wouldn’t do for her. You’d brave any challenge, swim through discomfort, and face the world, all to keep her safe and happy.
This love—it’s fierce, magical, and unlike anything you’ve ever known. It often comes with messes and moments of frustration, but it also shines in the quiet nights spent rocking her to sleep, or in the laughter shared while playing on the living room floor.
I can’t wait for you to dive headfirst into this incredible, tiring, and exhilarating journey of motherhood. Take a moment to caress that beautiful pregnant belly one last time for me.
With all my love,
Future You, who is now holding onto our daughter’s first little hat and feeling both excited and nervous about the toddler years ahead.
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Summary
This heartfelt letter reflects the journey of a soon-to-be mother, filled with emotions of excitement and fear as she prepares to welcome her daughter. It captures the transformative experience of motherhood, highlighting the joys, challenges, and unconditional love that come with raising a child.