The Most Joyful Moment of My Life

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I could say my happiness stems from having plenty to grumble about, but that’s not the case. It’s that I’ve become highly sensitive to the little things that can annoy me. Yes, I’ve grumbled about my hectic schedule, my occasionally forgetful partner, my quirky siblings, even a pesky hangnail… truly, I complain about everything.

But recently, my complaints have diminished.

A few days ago, something wonderful happened. I found myself watching my baby, Lily, who is just ten months old, pulling plastic fruits and veggies from her toy kitchen while my energetic three-year-old twins, Mia and Zoe, were busy coloring at their easel. They were diligently picking up every crayon that fell, singing a silly little song I made up for them: “If there’s a crayon/on the floor/Mia will find it/and put it in her mouth.” It’s catchy! They were singing, gathering crayons, and every now and then, glancing over at their baby sister to giggle and say, “Right, Lily? You silly goose!” Lily laughed heartily, continuing her little escapades.

I sipped on a cold drink and took a moment to breathe, etching this sweet scene into my memory.

When I was Mia and Zoe’s age, I dreamed of becoming a mother someday, imagining myself caring for little ones. As I grew older, I developed other ambitions, but the thought of parenthood always lingered—envisioning a home filled with little girls around three or four years old, playing dress-up, singing, and twirling in their pretty dresses. I imagined older siblings looking after the little ones, sharing hugs and kisses, and a house overflowing with joy.

And here I am now. I often find myself beneath “hug piles,” graced with spontaneous, wet baby kisses. I’m the constant overseer of three of the happiest children I’ve ever known.

Sure, it can be chaotic. Some days, I just want to escape, especially when I’m overwhelmed or dealing with headaches, unable to mediate squabbles over cheap plastic jewelry. But more often than not, I find myself simply watching them and feeling… happy.

Not just happy—it’s a profound feeling. It’s a mix of pride, fulfillment, and something indescribable. I don’t feel entirely deserving of this overwhelming sense of accomplishment that arises from merely observing my children at play, yet it’s there. Each time Lily takes a step instead of rolling around, every time Mia declares she’s “Supergirl” battling a monster, and every instance Zoe “fixes” her toy kitchen with a tool from her dad’s superhero costume, I feel a rush of joy and pride that’s hard to put into words.

Seeing them play and letting them just… be kids together is pure magic. Watching Lily mimic her big sisters and then flash a grin my way fills me with gratitude. Motherhood has never been so rewarding.

Life itself has never felt so complete.

Of course, life is not without its challenges. We still face financial issues, job uncertainties, and health concerns—but in general, life feels amazing. This is what it’s all about: witnessing their joy when their sunflower seeds sprout, when they sound out their first words, or when I walk into the room at just the right moment.

I can’t say if I’ll ever experience happiness as profound as I do now. I have everything I’ve ever wished for. I am wrapped in love completely and utterly.

It’s an incredible feeling to know that I’m living through what I will look back on as the happiest time of my life. No matter what changes come, my life will always be enriched by this magical period.

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Summary:

In this heartfelt reflection, Ava Thompson shares her journey of motherhood, emphasizing the joy and pride she feels while watching her three children grow. Despite the everyday chaos and challenges, she finds immense happiness in simple moments, cherishing the love that fills her life. This phase of her life is marked as the happiest she has ever experienced, a time she will always treasure.