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I’m Choosing a Childfree Life — And It’s a Positive Choice!
From a young age, I’ve been convinced that parenthood isn’t for me. Baby dolls? Creepy. Real babies? Just plain annoying. Whenever I expressed this sentiment to my parents, they’d respond with, “You’ll come around eventually.” Fast forward to 25 years old, and I’m still holding firm.
Children have never resonated with me like they do for many people. I adore animals, but human infants seem like little, wailing, messy aliens. Plus, I’ve read enough parenting articles to realize that raising a child comes with a heap of stress, not to mention the challenges of pregnancy and childbirth—all of it for a child who might not even appreciate you. That feels like a risky bet.
On top of that, I know I wouldn’t excel as a parent. I cherish my independence and am relieved when friends leave after a weekend visit. I even felt annoyed at my gerbils for making noise on their wheel at night! Call it selfish, but I thrive on the freedom to do what I want, when I want. A child would infringe on that precious alone time. My career is a top priority, and I protect my working hours fiercely. You could say it’s my baby—minus the diapers and crying.
Despite my firm stance, people often assume I must adore kids. I frequently get asked about baby names or how many kids I plan to have, and the shock on their faces when I say “none” is priceless. Parents whose children invade my personal space on the subway often share knowing smiles, as if I should feel honored by their germy little hands. I doubt a man would face these same assumptions.
I’d hope the men I date don’t believe that all women have a natural affinity for children. In the past, I didn’t view my lack of interest in kids as a deal-breaker when dating. I thought maybe I’d change my mind, or my partner would, and chances are we wouldn’t last long enough for that conversation anyway. However, after witnessing several friends’ relationships teeter on the edge due to differing views on children, it became clear that dating someone who wants kids would be a waste of time; I’d just be delaying an inevitable breakup.
While kids aren’t the typical first-date conversation starter, some dating platforms allow you to specify your stance on children, which is a relief. I’m still on the lookout for a non-awkward way to address this in real life though, so I’ll keep you posted if I come up with anything.
There was a time when I pondered compromising for the right partner who sees childlessness as a deal-breaker. But I’ve since discarded that notion. I won’t sacrifice my comfort for someone else’s desires. And even if I were to consider adoption, I’d still question my parenting abilities. That’s okay—I excel at various other activities, like the game where someone yells out a word, and you have to belt out songs that include it.
A conversation with a friend about her challenging relationship with her mother solidified my resolve. “I don’t think she ever really wanted kids,” she shared. “She had us because that’s just what people do, and now she resents me for it.” I refuse to become a mother who feels resentment toward her children; for me, that means not becoming a mother at all.
As more individuals decide not to have children, it’s becoming increasingly clear that starting a family isn’t the only path to a fulfilling life. The world is already full of children, so the only people who should embark on parenthood are those who genuinely enjoy it—the ones who loved babysitting and dreamed of being teachers to inspire future generations. That’s lovely, but it’s just not my style.
As for me, I’ve successfully raised three gerbils, so I’m considering adopting a cat next. I wouldn’t mind being the fun aunt, either. You get to hand the kids back to your siblings after visits, and you can still get work done while cats lounge nearby. But parenting is a lifetime commitment, and I respect that enough to know it’s not meant for everyone. I know it’s not meant for me.
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In summary, I’m choosing to live a childfree life, embracing my freedom and pursuing my passions without the responsibilities of parenthood.