I knew you were there well before that test showed a blue line. In fact, I felt your presence days—maybe even a week—before I bought that pregnancy test. The little twinges in my abdomen, the fluttering butterflies, the tenderness in my breasts, and that subtle morning nausea all whispered to me that you were here. Though I can’t quite articulate it, there was a feeling deep down, a sense that something was different, and I knew I loved you already. You were loved.
Your visit was brief, but you quickly became a cherished part of our family. In that short time, you brought us so much joy. I’m sorry you couldn’t stay longer. I’m sorry my body let you down. I grieve for the future I envisioned for you, but I take comfort in the fact that I knew you, even if just for a fleeting moment. I will always remember you, my little one.