I hope you’re having a wonderful day, enjoying your favorite snacks and watching your favorite shows. Life is pretty great, isn’t it? But I want to take a moment to talk about something important that isn’t always as bright as it seems.
You see, I deal with a mental health challenge — depression. This is something that affects me daily, even if it doesn’t show on the outside. I may appear fine, but just like some illnesses, this one isn’t visible. It can’t be cured with a hug or a bowl of soup, and I want you to understand that.
When you ask me if I’m okay, or if I need medicine, I appreciate your concern. Sometimes, I feel achy, tired, and overwhelmed. On those days, I might not be as present with you as I want to be. I know you need my attention, and it breaks my heart that I can’t always give it to you fully.
I want to apologize for the times I haven’t been the mom you deserve. I’m sorry for the missed playdates, the dinners I couldn’t make, and the moments we didn’t share. There are days when my mind is clouded with sadness and frustration, and I imagine how that makes you feel. I wish I could shield you from that confusion, and I hope you never think that my struggles are your fault.
So remember, my love, on the tough days, I still love you fiercely. No matter how I may feel, my emotions and struggles are not because of you. I’m committed to getting better and being the mom you deserve.
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Always know that my depression is not your fault.
With all my love,
Mom