I can hardly contain my excitement as my son approaches kindergarten, and I can still remember the moment that sparked this anticipation. It was a lovely afternoon, and I found myself seated in a serene church, my energetic 1-year-old bouncing on my lap. My focus was on keeping him engaged to prevent any outbursts during the formal wedding ceremony unfolding in front of us. To my left, a mother shared that her son would soon be starting kindergarten, and I couldn’t help but feel a twinge of envy.
I know it sounds harsh. My little one was still a toddler, yet the days felt incredibly long. He was too young for the activities I had been eagerly looking forward to as a parent: crafting projects, trips to the park, and attending baseball games. I was still grappling with my loss of freedom and wasn’t quite ready to put someone else’s needs above mine at all times. Sometimes, I even felt a hint of resentment.
When that mother mentioned her son would be starting school in the fall, I mentally calculated how long it would be until my own son would follow suit. Four years felt like an eternity—almost like another lifetime.
The Journey So Far
Fast forward to now. We’ve navigated those four years together, with my little guy by my side nearly every day. It’s been a journey filled with unexpected joys and challenges. As kindergarten approaches, I find myself in a whirlwind of emotions—excited yet nostalgic. It’s the end of one chapter and the beginning of another.
While I empathize with other parents who get misty-eyed at the thought of their children starting school, I don’t completely share that sentiment. Sure, life will shift. I’ll miss my firstborn’s sweet smile during those long school hours, especially during our quiet moments together, perhaps more than I anticipate. Yet, there is also a growing pride within me. When I see his lanky arms and bright grin, I think to myself, we made it!
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Conclusion
In summary, I’m eagerly counting down to my son’s kindergarten start, filled with pride and anticipation for this new adventure we’re about to embark on together.