The Longest Short Days

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I dash out of the office, knowing that being the last one to leave the parking lot would cost me valuable minutes. It’s a quick 15-minute drive to the daycare, and my mind races through the logistics: baseball uniform for my 5-year-old, check. Diaper bag for the baby, check. Snacks for everyone, check. Caffeine for me, check. We’re all set!

As I enter the daycare, I clutch my little one’s cleats, which are a bit too snug and tricky to put on. After a flurry of tugging and stretching, we’re both left slightly sweaty and wide-eyed. Honestly, ever since my two boys came along, I’ve spent most of my days feeling a bit frazzled.

We scoop up the baby, who is currently fixated on sticking his fingers in my mouth and repeating the word “mout.” After distributing snacks and filling up the sippy cup, I hit the gas, and our conversation shifts from gym class to the latest schoolyard tales, with me half-listening and half-dreaming about my couch and DVR. It’s already been a long day.

Suddenly, two ambulances whiz past, sirens blaring, speeding through red lights. A chill runs down my spine until my sweet boy says, “Mom, let’s pray for whoever is hurt.”

Time seems to slow as we pray for the injured. With a quick “Oh yeah, please watch over my little brother,” the sacred moment wraps up, and our chat shifts back to more kid-friendly topics.

As we pull into the baseball complex, I feel the gravel crunch under the tires, and we’re back on the move. The baby is settled in the stroller while I haul out the bat bag, diaper bag, and water. My little athlete’s legs bounce with excitement as he tosses his water bottle into the air, catching the sunlight like a prism. For a fleeting moment, his radiant smile takes my breath away.

But just like that, he’s off, sprinting to join his friends—growing up right before my eyes. I make my way to the stands like a pack mule, setting up to watch the spectacle of tee-ball. Despite it only being 5:45 p.m., it feels as though we’ve conquered a mountain just to arrive at this moment.

While the baby babbles away and tracks his brother’s every move, I sneak a piece of candy from my purse. The game unfolds like a cinematic adventure, full of playful injuries (a ball to the face!) and the occasional heartbreak of striking out. For an hour, these tiny warriors give it their all, emerging victorious or defeated on their beloved field. That red dirt is their sacred ground.

Once the game concludes, the kids buzz around like hyper bees, while the adults usher them toward their cars. Onward to home!

Next comes the delightful chaos of dinner, baths, attempted homework, and finally, bedtime. As the baby dozes on my lap, his chest rising and falling softly, my big boy, with wet hair sticking to his forehead, snuggles up in his pajamas. I read him a bedtime story, and the child who appeared so heroic on the field now looks sweet and small in this moment.

Before I can finish the book, he drifts off to sleep. I gaze at both their faces, and my heart swells with love. The stress of the day fades away as I hold their tiny hands, both of them growing up before my very eyes. Tears trickle down my cheeks as I contemplate the future hurtling toward us.

When my husband returns home after his grueling 12-hour shift, he notices my tear-streaked face and raises an eyebrow. “Hey, honey. Are you OK? Did something happen?” he asks gently.

All I can muster is, “I’m fine. I just can’t believe today is already over.”

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In summary, life with young children can feel like a whirlwind, filled with moments of both chaos and beauty. Each day is a blend of hurried logistics and precious memories, reminding us to cherish every fleeting moment of childhood.