Marriage is undoubtedly a challenging journey, especially when children are involved. Recently, there’s been a growing perception that today’s couples lack the stamina to navigate these trials, throwing in the towel at the first sign of trouble. I wholeheartedly disagree.
While I acknowledge that marriage requires significant effort, the notion that those who choose divorce are simply not dedicated is misguided. Are we really led to believe that hard work guarantees a successful marriage? Take, for example, the inspiring Williams sisters during the Rio Olympics — they trained tirelessly yet faced unexpected setbacks. Their struggle wasn’t due to a lack of effort.
When a marriage struggles, it often reflects deeper issues. If you aren’t the root of the problem, it’s challenging to be part of the solution. As my own marriage began to unravel, I initially believed that I could fix things through hard work and determination. My approach was straightforward: identify the problem, devise a plan, and put in the effort. I did all of that. Some of you might wonder if I truly tried hard enough. While I wasn’t perfect, even if I had made more attempts, it wouldn’t have changed the fact that I was on the wrong team from the beginning. I fought valiantly for our relationship, but my partner didn’t share the same commitment. However, that doesn’t equate to failure. How could I fail at a fight that was never mine to win?
The true failure of my marriage didn’t occur the day I filed for divorce; it happened long before, during the time I desperately tried to prevent that outcome. I invested so much effort, even when every sign indicated it was futile. We often become so fixated on society’s definition of failure that we neglect to evaluate how the fight impacts us personally.
Looking back, I realize I persevered far beyond what was healthy, and I still bear the repercussions. The day I left, clutching my sleeping child, was not a moment of weakness — it was a display of my greatest strength. Like countless single mothers who have faced tumultuous relationship breakdowns while caring for young children, I’ve demonstrated incredible resilience every day since, whether during good days, bad days, or the particularly challenging ones.
Ironically, my so-called failure emerged from my unwillingness to give up. Like many others, I invested so much in my marriage that I risked losing parts of myself in the process. Once the marriage ended, I discovered a new strength and determination that I didn’t know existed. Divorce is not an escape route. When I hear the suggestion that it signifies a lack of effort, I can’t help but laugh. I think of the many women I’ve encountered on this journey who have fought tirelessly — each story unique, yet united by the shared experience of striving to make their relationships work for themselves, their partners, and their children.
It doesn’t matter whether your marriage ended on amicable terms or amidst conflict; there’s no hierarchy of acceptable reasons for divorce. We don’t simply walk away without looking back.
I am a divorcee, not a failure. If you find yourself in a similar situation, know that there are others who understand your struggle. We recognize the tears you’ve shed, the counseling sessions you’ve attended, the ultimatums you’ve faced, and the days you felt utterly defeated. You were not slacking; you were giving your all.
Choosing divorce is not about choosing failure. It involves descending into a place of vulnerability you never thought you’d encounter. Yet, from that low point, divorce forces you to muster the courage and inner strength to forge a new path. This strength takes time to discover and even longer to recover from.
While divorce might seem like the end of a marriage, it actually marks the beginning of a new chapter. It’s a journey filled with challenges you never anticipated when you exchanged vows, but it is yours to navigate. Divorce puts you back in control, opening up opportunities for happiness if you can recognize and embrace them.
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Summary:
Choosing divorce does not equate to failure; rather, it signifies the courage to reclaim one’s life amidst challenging circumstances. It’s essential to acknowledge the hard work that goes into relationships and understand that ending a marriage can lead to personal growth and new beginnings.