Finding and embracing your true passion is something I hold close to my heart. I strongly believe that mothers often fall into the trap of leading passionless lives, forsaking their deepest desires. We become accustomed to feelings of burnout, stress, and an overarching sense of unfulfillment; it morphs into our everyday reality.
In the pursuit of motherhood, we make numerous small choices that gradually chip away at our identity, leaving little room for the interests that define us beyond being a mom. While our commitment to family is commendable, what do we sacrifice along the way?
You deserve to live passionately, to feel truly alive, especially as a mother. How else will your children learn what it means to lead a vibrant life? Yet, many of us stifle our passions, talk ourselves out of ambitious dreams, and abandon the search for purpose upon becoming mothers. We convince ourselves that being a mother is enough. Over time, we might give up on this hobby or that one, focusing more on others’ needs than our own aspirations, thinking that’s what’s required of us.
Initially, ignoring our passions feels unsettling and burdensome; however, it soon becomes a comfortable routine to live with this nagging sense of dissatisfaction. We endure it, believing it’s a permanent state. After all, motherhood is a full-time job; there’s no time to confront complex questions about our purpose or what we need to feel whole. It’s easier to keep our heads down and press on, balancing jobs, relationships, and schedules filled with doctor appointments, playdates, and meal prep. How selfish would it be to pursue our own interests when it could detract from our dedication to our kids or work?
Eventually, we start to miss the things that once brought us joy—like alone time, exercise, or even a peaceful cup of coffee. Feeling resentful about our sacrifices, we attempt to reclaim those lost moments. We seek “work-life balance” as a remedy for the chaos and end up feeling exhausted and unfulfilled. We may even feel like failures because we can’t achieve everything we desire, convinced that balance is the secret to unlocking our potential and restoring order to our lives.
However, striving to fit everything into your schedule and give 100% to all aspects of your life is often futile. The more you try to do it all, the more disheartened you become when things don’t work out. We tend to punish ourselves for not meeting our unrealistic expectations, leading us to believe we’re the problem, and we continue searching for that elusive balance.
I’m not dismissing the value of work-life balance resources—I think that adopting new strategies can be beneficial. However, our fixation on achieving balance often stems from a desire to escape feelings of failure and inadequacy. We sometimes pursue it in ways that aren’t helpful.
Take, for instance, the insightful thoughts of Emily Chen, a community leader who emphasizes raising strong, brave girls rather than striving for perfection. In her talks, she highlights how society teaches girls not to take risks or make mistakes. From an early age, we receive messages that our behavior, looks, and achievements must be flawless; otherwise, we risk judgment and rejection. As we aim for perfection in our careers and personal lives, we end up comparing ourselves to others, feeling as though everyone else has it figured out while we struggle.
I often feel like the only one unable to achieve a work-life balance that works for me, but the truth is, I’m not seeking balance—I’m yearning for superhuman abilities that would expand my day to 48 hours, allowing me to complete everything without needing sleep or food. The root of the problem? I’ve neglected my own needs.
When life gets hectic, our own desires get pushed aside. Yet, that’s the very moment we lose our sense of balance. We remove the fundamental components of our lives—our connections to joy and purpose—and then wonder why everything feels chaotic.
True balance and relief from feelings of disappointment come when we actively pursue our passions—those activities that ignite joy within us—and find purpose beyond our roles as mothers. This is the paradox of motherhood: by nurturing your own soul, you become a better caregiver. It’s not selfish; it’s a courageous act of self-love. Remember, while motherhood is a lifelong commitment, its demands evolve. If your entire identity is tied to your children, everyone—including you—will face challenges. It’s essential to explore interests outside of parenting, for both your benefit and their growth.
This journey is no easy feat for moms. We are so attuned to our families’ needs that we often silence our inner voice that longs for passion and excitement. Learning to listen to that voice again takes time, dedication, and practice.
I’m still on that journey myself. It began with a simple weekly yoga class that felt indulgent. I hesitated to attend, but once I did, I was astonished to find that the world kept spinning in my absence. My family thrived without me for an hour, and I felt more alive than I had in months.
Surprisingly, I discovered my passions and purpose not by pursuing grand gestures but by “selfishly” taking time for a yoga class. I needed to validate that joy and delight were worth my time, proving to myself that I was still present and listening to my inner voice.
I encourage you, dear reader, to embark on a similar journey. Acknowledge the part of you that yearns for joy, and trust it when it suggests you’re onto something worthwhile. Embrace those feelings, even if they seem frivolous at first. Trust in the process; it may lead you to wonderful places.
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In summary, achieving balance is not about juggling every responsibility perfectly but rather about reconnecting with your passions and allowing yourself the freedom to explore your identity beyond motherhood.