Recently, I learned that my college roommate’s beloved cat had passed away. This was no ordinary cat; it was a black kitten she adopted from a shelter and named after a notorious literary figure. Unbeknownst to me, this feline was male, a fact she cleverly concealed until his physical changes became undeniable. I remember our conversations during those early weeks, where I innocently questioned, “What’s that?” to which she dismissively replied, “Nothing, don’t worry.” It wasn’t until I saw the announcement on social media that I learned of his demise, and I felt a wave of sadness wash over me.
The tears I shed were not solely for her loss but also for the years that had slipped by, altering our friendship. Despite living in the same area and her recent invitation to a gathering, we had drifted apart. Parenthood can have that effect; it often creates a natural distance among friends. When you have children, maintaining connections with friends whose kids are not in the same age group or educational settings requires intentionality. It’s a matter of choice, albeit an unintentional one. You find yourself prioritizing certain friendships, making an effort to reach out, and scheduling time together. After all, as parents, we become engulfed in the daily chaos of diaper changes, school activities, and preparing allergy-friendly snacks, leaving little time for socializing.
This means some friendships inevitably fade away, while others become more valuable. I have a friend named Mark, who has recently resurfaced after a long absence due to a divorce and raising two kids. Our bond picked up seamlessly from where we left off in graduate school, yet the demands of his job and single parenthood make it challenging to meet. Nevertheless, we strive to stay connected through birthday celebrations, brunch outings at a local favorite called The Hungry Caterpillar, and strolls around the farmers’ market. On occasion, we even manage a dinner together. Mark knows he can count on me for last-minute childcare, a promise I’ve kept, and this has helped sustain our friendship.
Similarly, I cherish another friendship from my early days of motherhood. This family has been a source of joy and support, and they never pressure me into buying products I don’t need. They also bring delicious homemade lumpia to gatherings, which is always a treat. They actively make time for us, and for that, I am immensely grateful.
In the realm of parenting, you learn to be selective. With limited time and energy, you must prioritize your family while also nurturing friendships that understand the demands of parenthood. Coordinating outings becomes a logistical challenge, especially when the kids have their specific routines and unpredictable moods. As such, we often seek friends who are also parents, those who understand the delightful messiness of kids instead of perceiving them as a nuisance.
Real friendships are those where you can be yourself, mess and all. Before becoming a parent, I had a wide social network, hosting large parties where chaos often ensued. However, that era has transformed; my social circle has narrowed, requiring me to prioritize certain relationships. I focus on nurturing those friendships by sending holiday cards, organizing casual get-togethers, and staying in touch through messages.
Ultimately, we all seek connection. Attempting to bond with everyone simultaneously can lead to feelings of isolation. I do feel a sense of loss for those friends I don’t see often; however, I take comfort in knowing that I have meaningful friendships that I actively cultivate.
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In summary, embracing the realities of parenting means letting some friendships fade while nurturing those that resonate with your current life stage. It’s about connection, understanding, and actively participating in the relationships that matter most.