In the stillness of night, I often find myself awake, my thoughts racing uncontrollably. This experience is familiar to many women. The mental replay of the day’s events takes over, accompanied by a relentless stream of to-do lists, and reminders of tasks I forgot, which I know will slip my mind by morning.
Yet, one thought persists in echoing through my mind: “Too much and not enough.”
I weigh too much. I spend too much. I indulge in too much food, while struggling with either insufficient or excessive sleep. I feel I don’t dedicate enough time to my children, nor do I have the energy to give my husband the attention he deserves. My income feels inadequate to justify my spending habits, and I don’t exercise nearly enough.
This contradiction is not lost on me, yet it remains my reality. When my partner admires my outfit, my inner critic retorts, “You look like a disheveled mess.” When a piece I wrote garners thousands of views, my mind counters with, “That’s nothing compared to the millions it takes to be considered successful; you aren’t even making a decent side income.” When a colleague praises my work, I internally scoff, “They’ll soon realize how unqualified you really are.”
Why can’t I embody the spontaneity and joy of living in the moment? Each time I experience a victory, a voice within reminds me of past failures. Instead of basking in my accomplishments, I find myself comparing my journey to those of others who seem to be thriving. Why do I do this?
The path of womanhood is often challenging and tumultuous. Each of us navigates through unique experiences, yet many of our struggles resonate with one another. We carry our wounds and insecurities, weighed down by emotional baggage.
Despite the support from family, the joy of a spiritual community, or the love from a caring partner, every woman has her own hidden struggles.
We, as women, truly need each other. The phrase “me too” holds immense power. Those two words, beyond their current cultural significance, radiate strength.
- “I’m battling my weight.”
“Me too.” - “I don’t feel like a good mother.”
“Me too.” - “I question whether my partner finds me attractive anymore.”
“Me too.” - “I fear for the choices my teenager is making.”
“Me too.”
This shared understanding is a potent force. What if we harnessed it to uplift rather than hide behind our insecurities? Together, our shared experiences and stories can foster empowerment and healing. I may have entire days when I feel inadequate or overwhelmed, but our collective voices can create a tapestry of strength.
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In summary, the journey of womanhood is filled with ups and downs, yet the solidarity we share can be a source of inspiration and healing. By embracing our stories and supporting one another, we can turn our struggles into a collective strength.