I haven’t spoken to my brother in four months. Before that, it might have been six or even eight months. It’s hard to keep track. I touch base with my mother about once a month; my father has passed away, so that conversation is no longer possible. I have a half-sister, and our communication mirrors that of my mother and me. My half-brother and I haven’t exchanged words in nearly a year, but I stay updated on his life through social media, particularly his new wife. I also have several step-siblings who used to feel like family, but now it’s unclear what our connections really are—this often happens when a mother has had three marriages and a father passes away after divorcing his fourth spouse.
This fragmented family dynamic likely contributed to my feelings of detachment for a long time. Growing up, my family life was anything but stable. I frequently moved around, depending on which adult was in a relationship with whom. Sometimes I lived with one parent while my siblings stayed with another. Although this experience may not be unique, it certainly made familial ties seem fleeting. It taught me to adapt quickly to new environments and relationships but also instilled a sense of uncertainty about when someone might leave. This uncertainty kept me from forging deep connections with my relatives.
For a long time, I believed this lack of closeness was the root of my family dynamics. My wife, on the other hand, talks to her mother and sister daily, leaving her puzzled by my family’s interactions. However, as I’ve matured and moved past the bitterness surrounding my upbringing, I’ve come to realize that while my past shaped my relationships, I simply don’t feel the need to stay deeply involved in my family members’ lives anymore. We share laughs and fond memories when we do communicate, but we’re all focused on our own families now.
Each of us has stable jobs, takes care of ourselves, and prioritizes our children and spouses. We’ve entered a phase of casual interactions—holiday calls, birthday texts, and a general affection from afar. Living in different states and pursuing distinct careers means we’ve learned to manage our personal lives independently.
And you know what? It’s actually not that bad. Most days, I don’t dwell on it. I don’t feel like I’m missing out on something significant, nor do I feel cheated or excluded. I suspect my family feels similarly.
Last October, we gathered in Utah to celebrate my mother’s retirement after over 30 years at the power company, a job that supported us post my father’s departure. We enjoyed dinner together, sitting at one long table filled with laughter and smiles. Anyone observing us would likely assume we were a close-knit family, despite our sparse communication. However, once we returned to our separate lives, the pattern resumed—occasional calls and social media updates.
If your family situation resembles mine, where communication is infrequent yet you feel connected, that’s perfectly acceptable. You don’t have to feel guilty about it. Sometimes, it stems from a tumultuous childhood or simply the focus on nurturing your immediate family, which is a common experience among many couples.
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In summary, it’s entirely normal to have a distant family relationship, and it doesn’t diminish the love you share with those closest to you.