Facing the Emotional Rollercoaster of Book Launches

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Recently, I encountered a familiar face at my child’s school. As we walked through the hallway, she eagerly remarked, “I hear your book is coming out soon—are you excited?”

“Yes!” I instinctively replied, expecting that would suffice. However, my tendency to over-share took over, and I found myself admitting, “Actually, I’m a bit of a wreck.”

Glancing around, I felt the weight of my emotions. “I’m really just freaking out,” I confessed. “What if the book doesn’t sell? What if it doesn’t resonate with anyone? What if no one helps spread the word? What if critics are harsh? What if my publisher is disappointed? What if I embarrass myself while promoting it? What if I freeze up during a reading?”

I paused to catch my breath, feeling overwhelmed. “I know, I know, people say I should just be proud of having written it and enjoy the journey. Who cares about the outcome? I should be able to handle it, right? But I can’t seem to relax about it.”

I leaned against the wall, trying to steady myself. “I guess I am excited, but there are so many other conflicting feelings. This pressure is new to me, and I’m not sure how to cope with it. It’s frightening.”

Before I could elaborate, my acquaintance interrupted, rummaging through her bag for her silent phone. “Oh, I think I have to take this; it sounds urgent,” she said, quickly making her exit. I watched her go, certain she was avoiding me in the future, and to be honest, I don’t blame her.

The Takeaway

The takeaway from this experience? If you genuinely want to know how I feel about the book, be prepared for an honest answer—and trust me, you might not want to hear it.

Resources for Navigating Similar Emotions

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Conclusion

In summary, while anticipation is a natural response to upcoming milestones, it can also be accompanied by anxiety and self-doubt. Recognizing these feelings is the first step toward managing them effectively.