As a parent, I once found myself preoccupied with how my daughter, Emma, presented herself to the world. At just ten years old, Emma prefers clothing from the boys’ section, often opting for oversized t-shirts featuring superheroes. She consistently wears her hair in two braids, even to bed. Her thick, beautiful blonde hair and striking blue eyes give her a captivating appearance, yet Emma has little interest in conforming to traditional beauty standards.
Last year, I insisted she remove her braids for a school photo, engaging in what turned out to be a futile struggle. I resorted to psychological tactics, expressing concerns about her braids acting as a security blanket. I even offered her an enticing bribe—a lightsaber that could have covered a month’s worth of groceries—to encourage her to embrace a different hairstyle. Deep down, however, my motivations were less about her emotional well-being and more about wanting her to appear aesthetically pleasing in photographs that I could proudly share with family and friends.
On the day of the photoshoot, she compromised by wearing ponytails, only to take them out just for the picture. The spectacle attracted attention from her classmates, who praised her beauty. After the photo was taken, a classmate even helped braid her hair back. When I received the school picture, Emma did indeed look lovely, but she also seemed less like her authentic self.
I’ve since realized that I need to let go of these superficial expectations. Emma does not need to embody my ideals of beauty; she simply needs to maintain basic hygiene, such as washing her hair weekly. Beyond that, what truly defines her are her passions—crafting weapons from paper, exploring manga art online, engaging in Dungeons and Dragons with her dad, devouring books like The Hunger Games, playing the piano, and even taking up judo. These interests reflect her unique identity and are far more important than any societal standards of beauty.
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In summary, my journey in parenting has taught me to value my daughter for who she is rather than how she looks. Emma’s interests and passions are what truly matter, and I am committed to supporting her in expressing herself authentically.