Why Adoption Can Be a Bittersweet Journey

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Hey there! So, my partner and I dove into the world of foster parenting about a year and a half ago, and wow, what an eye-opening experience it has been. With no prior connections to anyone who fostered, we were stepping into uncharted waters. It’s surprising how many people are unaware of the realities of foster care. Yet, with over 400,000 children in foster care in the U.S., these kids are all around us—in our kids’ schools and at the local park. They need love and understanding, and sharing our story feels vital.

Today, we attended the adoption hearing for a sibling trio that we had the privilege of fostering. They were our very first long-term placement, and after being with us for six months, they transitioned to their forever family nearly a year ago. After nearly three years in the system, they finally became part of their adoptive family today—such wonderful news!

However, the joy of adoption comes with a complex mix of emotions—for us, the kids, and their biological parents. These three little ones were with us for a significant time, and they felt like ours, even though they weren’t. I find myself missing their vibrant personalities: Mia’s endless storytelling, Leo’s ambitious crafts, and little Zoe’s sweet midnight cuddles. Those simple moments are what I cherish most.

It’s a bit awkward now. Their eye contact is shy, and our hugs feel a tad brief. They once called me “Miss Jess” and then “Mommy,” and now it’s back to “Miss Jess.” Processing such changes must be challenging for them, especially with so many eyes on them—us, their new parents, social workers, and others all watching closely.

While my heart aches from losing that connection, I know it’s a small sacrifice compared to what they are gaining. The real sacrifice belongs to them—a choice they never made. These children won’t grow up with their biological parents, and that’s a tragedy. No amount of celebration on “gotcha day” can erase the questions they might have about why their parents couldn’t keep them.

As one wise adoptee said, “The gains don’t fully replace the losses.” The ups and downs of their journey can’t simply be tied up in a neat package. I feel grateful for their new stability but heartbroken that foster care and adoption are necessary for kids like them, as well as for their biological parents who miss their beautiful children. My own sense of loss is tiny compared to theirs.

It’s a complicated emotional landscape. Today is a day filled with hope for their new beginnings, and I genuinely hope their futures shine bright, even when they reflect on the past.

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In summary, the adoption journey is filled with ups and downs, emotions of joy and sorrow, and the understanding that every child’s story is complex and unique.