Dear Lila,
You never mentioned how challenging this adulting journey would be!
I stumbled upon all the letters you wrote me in your delicate fairy handwriting. Don’t worry; I’ve safeguarded them in a lovely heart-shaped box alongside other cherished trinkets that I refused to let my mom toss. Your tiny notes have meant the world to me, and I believe they’ve played a significant role in shaping who I am today.
Our correspondence began when I was around 7 or 8. My friend Mia introduced me to her fairy, Sparkle, during a sleepover, and that’s when I discovered I had my own magical companion. I reached out to you, hoping you would become my friend, and you replied almost instantly, revealing your name as Lila.
For years, we exchanged letters. I would leave a note by my bedside, and you would swoop in during my dream-filled slumber, leaving behind your whimsical messages. You arrived in response to my joys, sorrows, frustrations, and confusion. Your timing was impeccable, and you always brought little gifts—like the shimmering necklace for your “Shining Star.”
You inquired about my family as though you already knew them intimately. You taught me the importance of tidiness, the joy of sharing, and the need to be kind to my little brother: “He’s special; don’t forget that!”
You were right about my brother, Lila. I blinked, and he transformed into a kind, intelligent man who always has my back. He’s got a job, a briefcase, and wisdom well beyond his years. Whenever I call, he’s there to lend an ear and offer support.
You were quite clever, Lila, subtly guiding me to express gratitude to my parents: “It makes them happy! They work hard for you.” You often reminded me, “Keep smiling!” as if you could foresee my future struggles.
But sometimes, Lila, the world doesn’t seem to smile back. Perhaps you intentionally left that part out.
The day inevitably came when you informed me it was time for you to move on to another little girl, as I was too grown for your magic. I hope you’re with a special child who needs your light in her darkest moments. Once, you shared that you were delayed because you were helping sick children. I sincerely hope that’s still the case, and you’re teaching them they are never truly alone.
You mentioned that girls usually only write at my age when they seek advice.
“Do you need some guidance?” Yes, Lila, I could really use some now.
I’ve searched for you. What prompted your move? I’m still here, navigating adulthood—driving cars, attending college, earning a paycheck, and living far from home. I can imagine it’s tough for you to find me, but I promise you I’m right here.
I grew year by year and choice by choice. Why? Because you taught me that growing up means learning how to smile, even when life gets tough.
A few times, you showed me how to help friends believe in the magic of the unseen. You told me to wear the locket you gifted me, as a testament to your existence for those who couldn’t see what I could. You encouraged me to treasure your letters, for they contained valuable lessons I could share with the next little girl.
I’ve kept them safe, Lila. They are precious stories that I promise to pass on.
Though you said I was too old to write to you, I felt the urge to reach out again. If you see this note and hear my plea, please let me know. There have been others who didn’t respond as quickly as you always did, especially during my moments of tears.
This adulting thing is, well, quite a challenge, Lila—much harder than you ever hinted.
And one last thing… I forgot to say thank you.
Even if you didn’t prepare me for all the ups and downs of life, I know you did your very best to equip me for this winding journey. You were always there, answering my tearful notes and loving me in the most profound yet delicate ways.
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Summary
This heartfelt letter expresses gratitude from an adult to a childhood fairy who provided guidance and support throughout her formative years. It reflects on the lessons learned from childhood, the challenges of adulthood, and the enduring impact of that magical friendship.