In August 1994, I entered the office one Saturday afternoon, intending to finalize a brief required for federal court the following Monday. At that time, I served as a civil rights attorney for the Department of Justice. However, within half an hour, I was struck by an intense, burning pain in my back, akin to acid consuming my spine. My muscles spasmed violently, and I collapsed, bewildered, onto the floor, engulfed in unbearable agony.
Little did I know that this pain would become a persistent companion, rendering me unable to sit, stand, or walk independently for nearly two decades. At that point, I could not foresee that I would eventually rely on opioids to manage my pain.
The current discourse surrounding opioids predominantly focuses on the devastating effects of addiction and overdose. Yet, this narrative often overlooks the therapeutic potential of these medications. For individuals like myself, opioids were not merely a crutch; they were essential for restoring my quality of life.
Effective pain management, which included the judicious use of opioids, transformed my existence from being bedridden and unable to sleep for extended periods to actively negotiating significant settlement agreements, presenting cases in federal court, and overseeing countless matters across U.S. attorney offices nationwide. Although I remained unable to sit or stand, I adapted by negotiating via video conferences and managing my work from a makeshift platform bed.
Unfortunately, today’s pain patients face significant challenges. In our quest to combat the genuine crisis of drug overdoses, we are inadvertently depriving those who truly need opioids for pain relief. Long-term patients reliant on opioid analgesics are increasingly unable to obtain their prescriptions due to stringent dosage and supply limits imposed in many states. Even in states that allow exceptions for chronic pain management, insurance companies and pharmacies often exploit these laws to deny coverage or refuse to fill prescriptions. As a result, many pain patients find themselves involuntarily tapering off medications that have been essential to their well-being, leading to heightened suffering, diminished function, and, in some tragic cases, suicide.
The comments made by Attorney General Mark Thompson regarding pain management—suggesting that “sometimes, you just need two aspirin and go to bed”—illustrate a profound misunderstanding of chronic pain conditions, which can significantly impair quality of life. Approximately 50 million Americans suffer from severe or persistent pain, far exceeding the number of individuals who misuse opioids. Chronic pain is the leading cause of disability in the United States, costing the economy an estimated half a trillion dollars annually.
It is crucial to differentiate between the responsible use of medications to alleviate health issues and the misuse of substances, which can lead to dysfunction. Research indicates that most individuals prescribed opioids for legitimate pain do not abuse them, with addiction rates among such patients ranging between 0.07% and 8%. Proper prescribing practices, including thorough screening and ongoing care, can further mitigate the risk of addiction. Notably, the vast majority of individuals who misuse prescription opioids did not obtain them through legitimate medical channels; rather, they sourced them from friends, family, or illicit markets.
My initial reluctance to take opioids is a common experience among pain patients. I explored numerous treatment options before resorting to opioids. Following a surgical procedure that inadvertently damaged nerve plexuses in my spine, I underwent infusions, nerve blocks, and even additional surgeries. I also engaged in physical therapy, acupuncture, and biofeedback, yet none alleviated my suffering.
Ultimately, a combination of opioid therapy and integrative care enabled me to maintain my career, sense of purpose, and community connection until I found a path to healing. My experience is one rarely highlighted; I used opioid analgesics for years and successfully ceased use when my pain subsided. In today’s climate, however, such narratives risk becoming extinct.
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In summary, the complexities of opioid use in pain management must be acknowledged. By balancing the need for effective treatment with the imperative to prevent misuse, we can better serve those in need without further exacerbating the opioid crisis.