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A Letter to My Youngest Child: I’m Sorry
Dear Little One,
Today, as you snuggled up in my arms for your nap, I found myself squeezing you a little too tightly, inhaling that delightful scent that still hints at babyhood. Your soft, curly hair brushed against my cheek, and I felt such an overwhelming wave of love and sadness. Not because you aren’t perfect — because you absolutely are — but because I realize I often miss these moments of simply being present with you.
I hate to admit it, but I had more time with your big brother, Leo. When he was your age, it was just the two of us, and life moved at a much gentler pace. I could devote all my attention to him, which is something I wish I could do for you.
You know I love you deeply, and I’m sure you will forgive me for what I’m about to say, but I need to express my regrets.
I’m sorry that our lives are a whirlwind, that we have to wake up before you’re fully ready for cuddles, that I rush you through breakfast while you’re still pretending to be a superhero, or that I sometimes have to yell at Leo for the hundredth time to pack his lunch.
I’m sorry for the chaos of our mornings, for the times you have to wait while I juggle work calls and grocery runs. I’m sorry I have to enforce strict naptimes and then wake you up before you’re ready, just to dash back out to pick up Leo.
I feel bad that most of your clothes are hand-me-downs from your brother, and that many of your toys and books were once his too. I apologize for bribing you with candy just to get you to come along with me to pick up Leo — although I bet you don’t mind the treat.
I regret that your baby book is nearly empty and that I often have to say, “Just a minute,” when you ask me to play. I’m sorry you’ve had to endure me trying to help Leo with his third-grade math homework and that you’ve shared me with him your whole life.
But please know that my heart has ample room for both you and Leo. Our lives may be busy, but my love for you is boundless. I treasure every cute thing you say, and every time we paint, read, or watch the caterpillars inch their way across the backyard, I am fully there with you, soaking it all in.
It may sometimes feel like everyone around you is bigger and preoccupied with grown-up matters, but your wonder and innocence are what we cherish most. I hope you remember how much I enjoy our time together and how you fill our lives with laughter and joy.
I’ll always hold onto your babyhood, because it’s slipping away so fast. I promise to let you grow up, but no matter what, you will always, always be my baby.
With all my love,
Mommy
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In summary, this heartfelt letter expresses a mother’s apologies and reflections on parenting her youngest child amidst the chaos of a busy family life. It captures love, regret, and the desire to cherish every moment together.