As I sit at the outdoor play area of a fast-food restaurant, a place I would have never dared to visit with my first child, I can’t help but chuckle at how much my perspective has shifted. The greasy food, the germs, and all the commercialism once seemed like threats to my child’s well-being. Yet after a decade of parenting and nearly 40 years of life experience, I’ve come to realize that clinging to unrealistic ideals only breeds unnecessary stress.
While I might not love every aspect of being an older mom, one of the greatest gifts has been shedding the myth of perfection. So here I am at the playground, allowing my little one to sip on chocolate milk that’s probably loaded with all sorts of questionable additives. But you know what? He’s happily entertained, and there’s Wi-Fi, so I’m feeling pretty content.
Making Connections
Among the other kids, he’s making friends with a pair of twins who are just a tad younger. Their version of “taking turns” involves a lot of playful shoving and giggles, and I’m just grateful for a moment of peace. The twins’ mom approaches me, initiating small talk. We exchange pleasantries about our kids’ ages and schooling until she suddenly asks the million-dollar question: “Is he potty trained yet?”
Isn’t it amusing how quickly we dive into discussions about little ones’ bathroom habits? I respond honestly, admitting that my 3-year-old still wears pull-ups during naps and at night, especially when I’m less than eager to deal with public restrooms during our travels. Her relief is palpable as she confesses her twins are proving to be a challenge in that department.
Empathy and Reflection
As we chat, I can’t help but feel empathy for her. She’s clearly feeling the pressure to get everything right with her first children—after all, she has two at once! I remember that feeling well. My first child was my everything, and I would hover over him, trying to create the perfect environment. I poured hours into Pinterest projects and even wrote a book with him—when he was just 2!
While there’s nothing inherently wrong with wanting to provide a wonderful childhood, I now recognize that my expectations were the real issue. It took me quite a while to understand that perfection in parenting is a complete myth. The truth is, my kids don’t need a flawless upbringing; they just need my best effort, which is often enough. They crave the messiness of childhood, the spontaneity, and the freedom to grow at their own pace.
Letting Go of Perfection
Why does it take so long for many parents to grasp this? I wished I could shake some sense into this new mom, perhaps even splash some water from the drink station over her head to jolt her into reality. I understand that our laid-back attitudes can seem frustratingly nonchalant to those just starting out. However, seasoned parents want to reassure you that parenting doesn’t necessarily become easier, but it does become more manageable when you let go of that unrealistic notion of perfection.
You might find yourself saying, “If I survived years of interrupted sleep, I can definitely figure out how to help my kid with math homework.” And while figuring out how to finance college may still baffle us, we find solace in knowing that letting go of perfection is a significant step toward joy in parenting.
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Conclusion
In summary, embracing the imperfections of parenting is a liberating experience. Older moms learn to appreciate the beauty in messiness, spontaneity, and the unique journey of raising children, allowing for a much happier parenting experience.