To every mother who has faced the heartbreaking experience of a miscarriage, I want you to know that you are not alone. The emotional toll can be overwhelming—your dream of that little one felt real in every way, yet it slipped away too soon. You may have other children, and while you recognize that losing a pregnancy is different from losing a child, the pain is still profoundly real. It can feel suffocating, especially when you’re aware of societal expectations to downplay your grief.
Miscarriage is more common than many realize, with studies suggesting that nearly half of all pregnancies may end before they’re even detected. One in four women finds themselves in your shoes, and that shared understanding of loss is a significant part of this journey.
After a miscarriage, it’s easy to hear phrases like, “At least it was early,” or “You have other kids to be thankful for.” Such comments can feel dismissive, and it’s important to remember that there’s no right way to grieve. Your feelings are valid, regardless of what others may say.
I, too, have faced this heartbreaking reality. After an uncomplicated miscarriage early in my marriage, I was blessed with two wonderful boys. However, when I learned my fourth pregnancy ended at eight weeks, I was devastated. The genetic testing revealed we had lost a girl. I imagined what life would’ve been like—how I would have decorated her nursery and taught my boys her name. Even as I navigate my grief, I’m learning to cherish the joy my living children bring me.
Holding my sleeping toddler as I write, I’m filled with gratitude for the life he brings. I listen to my five-year-old share his thoughts on dinosaurs and fast cars, reminding me how lucky I am to have him. My love for my children didn’t begin at birth; it started with the very first signs of pregnancy.
As I reflect on my journey, I acknowledge that while I may one day become an old woman with a life full of laughter, I will also carry the sorrow of the children I never got to meet. That sadness is a part of me, and it doesn’t diminish my love for those who are here.
It’s essential to recognize that everyone processes loss differently. You may not always feel connected to what you’ve lost, and that’s perfectly acceptable. If your grief becomes a part of you, there’s no need to rush through it. It will lessen over time, and if the pain becomes too heavy, know that it’s okay to set it down. There is a vast sisterhood of women who carry similar experiences in their hearts, and you are part of that community.
In the face of this journey, remember that you are not alone. We are here together, sharing in this experience.
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In summary, while the experience of miscarriage is painful and unique for each individual, know that there is a community of support around you. Your feelings matter, and you are not alone in this journey of remembrance and healing.